Stay silent.

What do you do when you realize that the bulk of your human relationships are entirely dependent on your willingness to take it?

Blame, anger, fault, pain.

And what do you do when you stand there wondering what went wrong? You thought silence was a good thing, the noble thing, the righteous response, the high road to take, but silence betrayed you.  Silence became your prison. 

Now you can't stay silent. It comes out in bursts, in comes out in pain.  You can't keep it in.  Silence betrayed you.  Silence became your fault.