Later today is my very last day.
I don't know how I'm supposed to be.
I think I just had a little too much time on my hands. After a few weeks of just trying to be on time, and trying to catch up, I get a break and I'm going nuts. I'm just so tired. I wasn't as confident in this last test as I was during the "mid-term". Well, I wasn't confident with anything I did anyway.
My conversational skills was close to nil. There is a disconnect between what I've learned and actual self-expression. I absolutely suck at explaining myself in my native tongue, so why am I even surprised?
I had a "listening" test which was way more horrible than the speech and conversation tests. I'm already a little hard of hearing and that with every other problem I had- utter disaster. I couldn't make out anything. I was lucky if I could understand a couple of words. A whole sentence? Ha! I wanted to hug the speakers.
I worry about how I'm going to continue this when I already have so many problems while still in class. How am I going to fare on my own? I still can't shake the feeling that I don't know anything at all.
I don't know how I'm supposed to be.
I think I just had a little too much time on my hands. After a few weeks of just trying to be on time, and trying to catch up, I get a break and I'm going nuts. I'm just so tired. I wasn't as confident in this last test as I was during the "mid-term". Well, I wasn't confident with anything I did anyway.
My conversational skills was close to nil. There is a disconnect between what I've learned and actual self-expression. I absolutely suck at explaining myself in my native tongue, so why am I even surprised?
I had a "listening" test which was way more horrible than the speech and conversation tests. I'm already a little hard of hearing and that with every other problem I had- utter disaster. I couldn't make out anything. I was lucky if I could understand a couple of words. A whole sentence? Ha! I wanted to hug the speakers.
I worry about how I'm going to continue this when I already have so many problems while still in class. How am I going to fare on my own? I still can't shake the feeling that I don't know anything at all.
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